April 5 NAPOWRIMO A Poem A Day

The Open Book

 

First cut,

She’s stable,

She’s amazing!

It’s her creation.

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The last chapter,

It’s finished.

She’s not afraid,

Not anymore.

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Don’t worry,

She’s almost there

Through a dark cloud

She will bloom

And live again.

 

 

April 4 NAPOWRIMO A Poem A Day

       

A lot Like You

 

Each day is a game of chance

Dumb luck and dumb tries.

Shoot me up,

Break me like glass;

To be continued in another life.

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I know you didn’t do this,

I know you didn’t want me like this.

Open your eyes,

Open your mind,

Open yourself and surrender to fate.

 

April 3 NAPOWRIMO A Poem a Day

       

Lo and behold!

 

The longing for my angel has been eternal.

Perhaps he has forgotten me.

Mist and shadow is all that remains,

Lost hopes and broken dreams at the end of the day.

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Nothing more and nothing less,

Yet it will never be the same.

Have you not heard my plea?

Have you not heard my cries at night?

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Have you forgotten me so soon?

Oh! How terrified I am,

Without you I am lost,

Why have you abandoned me once more?

 

April 2 NAPOWRIMO A Poem a Day

April 2, 2015. NAPOWRIMO a poem a day.

The Sweat Monster 2014/2015

His words, sharp like knives,

Stabbing into my unconscious mind

Awake a deep desire in me

To desecrate him over and over.

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Hypocrisy best describing him.

His plea asking for my humanity.

He laughs sarcastically,

Inspiring me to finish his sanctity.

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Admonitions, sanctimonious,

Citing scriptures, calling horrors.

Professing pseudo love;

It is all in his honor.

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Bow down before him never!

Never surrender, always a rebel!

I’d rather rule my kingdom

Than to become a blind believer.

 

April 1 NAPOWRIMO A poem a day

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        April 1
Impediment 1998/1999

I sink into loneliness,

Waiting for my savior,

Illusions are breakable;

The longing eternal.

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I’m dying inside,

Nowhere to hide,

Tears turn to dust;

Nowhere to run.

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Tired and lonely,

I try to find the answers in this.

Hungry for loving,

I try to find my soul in this world.

Cast me a new spell,

I try to revive my old soul self.

Turn me into a blue snake,

I try to revive my old self.

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I say what I think,

I don’t see me in,

I think I’ll go home now.

Wherever it is.